Guys this isn t a school question more like a life question but i really need on

Guys this isn't a school question more like a life question but i really need on this one. i feel like my dad doesn't like me anymore. i mean he likes me sometimes but most of the time he's in a bad mood. whenever i'm in my parents room they tell me to hang with them for a bit and it always drift off into messed up things ( like his heart, or how we should our mom more which we do. ) he's at work most of the time so he doesn't know. we are also in the foster care system and whenever we get a little break from the 24/7 screaming kids my dad always takes my mom out. he leaves my sister and i behind. there was one time when my sister and i got dropped off at the movie theater but that's about it. we never get to do anything as a family am i just too spoiled? i do not want to be it seems like out family is just broken know. i asked my sister for but she said i shouldn't be the one asking her the question because she doesn't have a good relationship with him. i know my mom won't understand and my dad i know that he wouldn't understand either. he doesn't take feelings into any advice?